Dorothelle

HAHAHAHAHA

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 05:18:14 GMT

So as you may have noticed, it's been forever and a day since I've posted anything at all.

Well I've just been working... Working and sleeping and sleeping and working...

...and going out with friends.

...and attempting to register for courses (3 out of 5 that I wanted ain't bad... and the one is still yet to be determined. Another audition course) If all goes well next term will be a purely drama semester. That's good... but at the same time I can't slack on some courses to focus on my major if they're all my major. I may possibly kill myself... but I'll love every minute, I'm sure :)

so I really haven't got much to say except that I'm completely exhausted and could pass out at any minute.

I made no money at work today, but my supervisor told me I'm great anyway, which made me feel bubbly.

and... I have a fun dip. And they now come with 2 sticks! YESSS! Double the stickage! (what the hell was that supposed to mean?)

My fan has been on high power for the past 3 days... even when I'm not in the room. Talk about wasting energy... but it's drying the clothes that I have hang drying in my room, so I think I have an excuse.

I photoshopped pictures of me today. They're scary as hell. Look.

and my personal favourite:

I made more, but you'd probably cry. So that's enough for you.

I was in the bookstore the other day and I only had a few minutes so I picked up a completely random book and bought it. It looks pretty stupid. It's called... Puppet... I think? I just needed something to read before bed... because I tend to get really exhausted so I turn everything off and go to bed and then I realize I'm not that sleepy. So reading a chapter or so of a book puts me right to sleep.

We'll see how bad this book really is.

I wasn't planning on saying anything in this entry. And I guess I didn't say anything substantial... but it's far longer than I was ever intending.

Hopefully I'll come back after shorter periods of time in the future.

Good night, and I love you all.

...except you.

...only jokes ;)

yawn

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 07:30:15 GMT

wow. It's late. I'm tired. And I have so many more drama journals to do! I don't wanna get up tomorrow... at all! DON'T MAKE ME!

...*cries*

Happy belated birthday, Whitney! Tonight was fun! I'm just too damn tired :P

8 entries to go & my sharpie dies! I did the whole thing in sharpie! Can I change it now?

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 21:38:56 GMT

RED ALERT! RED ALERT!

I NEED A SHARPIE! MY DRAMA JOURNALS DEPEND ON IT!

Puff

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 21:34:16 GMT

So, uh... Happy birthday Whitney! (woo shout outs) You should feel proud to know that you share the same birthday as my favourite childhood toy. The stuffed duck, Puff. (Yes, I celebrate my toy's birthday. Leave me alone!)

Puff is an adorable little duck, with lots of love to share. True, she's locked away in my parents' basement, probably suffocating among dozens of other stuffed toys in that giant green garbage bag, but she still feels love. I used to take her everywhere with me and *moment of silence* my world stopped when she would get lost. The entire family and community had to help in the Puffalump Hunt in order for my life to go back to the happy-go-lucky, carefree time it used to be.

She got so disgusting from being carried everywhere that my father tried several times to put her out with the morning trash, but I, as a devoted lover of ducks, got up early, went out to the curb and took her out of the trash... time and time again. And I hugged her despite her grunginess...

So, I ask you... Where along the way did things go wrong? When did I decide I no longer needed Puff and that I could live without her, even while she was stuffed away in a basement 6 hours from where I live?

Well, my friends, I know she is safe there, because if my parents ever tried to dispose of her they know I'd go kung fu on their asses. Man... I don't know kung fu. But regardless. They love the daughter, they love the duck. It comes with the package.

And so... though Puff rarely crosses my mind from day to day, I always remember her, and feel a little pang in my heart every year on April 17th... the birthday of Puff the Duck Horel.

Lonely

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 04:33:18 GMT

I'm very very alone. No one in my apartment. It's so weird. I hate being alone at night (yes, I'm a 5-year-old girl at heart, and no I don't care) So I really don't know what to do with myself. I feel weird going to sleep... but I'm unproductive staying up. I wrote all of 1½ 222 journal entries today and did nothing for my production logbook. I'm useless when I'm alone! Ugh.

I have a lot of work tomorrow... but hopefully there'll be someone in the building to keep me company... and shut up so that I can work.

Well, I get to sleep on my top bunk tonight, which I haven't done in a while, so that should be fun... very... high? But really. It's a hundred times more comfortable than my shitty futon on the bottom bunk. That one's all flattened and hard. Woo actual mattress! Ooh, I spoil myself when I'm alone. *rolls eyes*

Listening to a mix of Tool and A Perfect Circle. Brilliant. But making me paranoid.

I'm friggin' freezing! Serves me right for wearing shorts... but I just did the laundry and I don't want to make my pants dirty again if I'm not even leaving the house! Save that for a special occasion. Oy.

So our summer subletter has been slowly moving her stuff in. Seems very nice... too bad she's not staying over til May. I'm lonely, dammit! You know, she swept the whole apartment today as she was moving some stuff in. Not just her room... the whole bloody place. She cleaned up the potpourri Kyle spilled on the floor and all the crumbs and shit I've been avoiding cleaning up because it's gross and... she doesn't even technically live here yet! Whoa. She's a keeper. *lol*

I still haven't given my pen a funeral... My favourite one that ran out like 3 weeks ago. I carried it around with me all day, I was so upset! It was a good one. And I promised I'd give it a funeral... or maybe just nicely place it in the garbage can with some nice fake flowers. Haha. But it's still sitting by my printer. It doesn't want to go. It loves me.

Bought 3 random charms and a watch on ebay this week. I'm such a loser. WHY did I get a credit card? Seriously. This is dangerous territory.

Oh man. Intense sneeze. I usually have a wussy sneeze. That one was... well, wussy. But less so than usual. And that makes me proud. I'm growing up! *grins*

Aah! My 222 mask is looking at me! Man, I'm talented. Haha... I'm really proud of what I created... but since there's only one lamp on in my room and there are weird shadows hitting my mask and I'm all alone in the apartment, I kind of want to hide it... but I cleaned my room yesterday! There's no more piles of things to hide it under! NO! FOILED AGAIN! It's ok. Picture happy ponies... And way too much lipstick. *sigh*

Louie is such a cute little fish. I'm so impressed with his capability to live... and not die after a few months. You know, he's over a year old and I never pay him much attention. He's lived through 2 of my fishies dying, and I've always kind of felt some resentment for "the one that lived" But when it comes down to it... man, I love that little guy.

My phone is hot. Really. It's hot. The phone... mmm. It's a massive pair of red lips. And I love it. I wish people actually called me so that I could talk into a giant upper lip. It's such a lovely phone and it doesn't get the attention it deserves. (886-7315. You know what to do *lol*)

Aww man. Talk about draining my topics, here. I think I just don't want to go to bed... but I've already watched 3 movies and a handful of episodes of That 70s Show and The Simpsons... and I've tried to do work and... now I'm just left with me and my computer.

But... the blankets are warm... and I am not. Perhaps this could be rectified.

...I think it shall.

Sorry for the ramble.

7 Deadly Sins

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 19:38:22 GMT

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	Very Low
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Low
Pride:	Medium

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

Wow! I'm a reasonably good person! Go me!

...uh oh. Too much free time

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 19:49:54 GMT

Just too excited!

I did my hair, then redid my hair, then redid it again...

Really wanted it straight, because it's nice like that. Then I wanted to curl it at the ends because that's elegant and it's a ball... and that was a disaster so I had to straighten it again... which is twice as hard when it's just been curled than when it hasn't been and... *sigh*

But still there's... 4½ hours til the ball and there's really not much more get-readying to do besides putting on my dress... but that can wait... right?

But now I'm edgy! Too much free time!

I need to dance!

DRAMA BALL!

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 17:46:12 GMT

I'm so excited for drama ball. Yes, I'm starting to get ready now... Keep in mind it starts at 8pm. And I'm getting ready now.

Haha I love it.

(pump up music has already begun)

FUN!

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 17:16:21 GMT

Ask me a question about EACH of the following:

- Friends
- Sex
- Music
- Religion
- Love
- Livejournal

Then post this in your journal and see what questions you get asked!

DUDE! YOU HAVE TO!
... because I said so. And these things aren't fun if you don't play along!

Also... randoms:

ONE WORD. NO EXPLANATIONS.

1. Yourself: Crazy
2. Your Lover: Unidentified
3. Your Hair: Frizzy
4. Your Mother: Moody
5. Your Father: Chickens
6. Your Favorite Item: Airikkah
7. Your Dream Last Night: Drama
8. Your Favorite Drink: Water
9. Your Dream Home: Big
10. The Room You Are In: Small
11. Your Pet: Louie
12. Who You Are Now: Michelle
13. Who You Want To Be In Ten Years: Famous
14. What You Want To Be In Ten Years: Happy
15. What You're Not: Assured
16. Your Best Friend: Unresponsive
17. One of Your Wishlist Items: Whateveryouwantmachine
18. Your Gender: Woman
19. The Last Thing You Did: Dress
20. What You Are Wearing: OLP
21. Your Favorite Weather: Sunny
22. Your Favorite Book: Potter
23. The Last Thing You Ate: Banana
24. Your Life: Great
25. Your Mood: Restless

Oh and hey.... did anyone do any April Fools pranks? I didn't and that makes me sad... I'm just not creative enough. If some of you are, do tell! I'm interested in knowing what geniuses are made of!

...speaking of genius... I made a mask for the Drama (& SpCom) Ball! It's hideous, but I still think I'm a genius.

Haven;t updated in a while, so...

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 22:02:44 GMT

I FEEL LIKE ASS!

...anyone know any quick remedies for severe, unbearable colds? Or even just something I can eat that won't kill me would be nice...

Woo music!

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 22:30:14 GMT

Stolen from… well, everyone!

Open iTunes, Windows Media Player, or whatever. Go to your library.
Answer, no matter how embarrassing it is.

Sort by song-
First Song: ’39 - Queen
Last Song: Zoot Suit Riot – Cherry Poppin’ Daddies

Sort by time-
Shortest Song: R.K Intro – Our Lady Peace
Longest Song: Dazed and Confused – Led Zeppelin

Sort by artist-
First Artist: 3 Doors Down
Last Artist: ZZ Top

Sort by album-
First Album: 100 Songs for Kids - Raffi
Last Album: Ziggy Stardust – David Bowie

Search the key word and see how many songs appear:

"Sex": 25

"Death": 41

"Love": 269

"You": 853

"Me": 1309

"Drugs": 1

"Hate": 16

"Dark": 20

"Blood": 61

"Happy": 23

"Song": 130

TOTAL SONGS: 6422

Do The Shuffle!

Shuffle your library and list the first ten songs. No padding your playlist you hipster, you. Be honest!!

1. Funeral For A Friend (Love Lies Bleeding) – Elton John
2. Signifying Monkey – The Dozens
3. Clumsy – Our Lady Peace
4. All The Things She Said – Tatu [wow… never knew I had that on my computer… WHO DID IT?... I like your style ;)]
5. Morning Bell - Radiohead
6. Happy Boys & Girls - Aqua
7. Baby Let’s Rock - Zwan
8. Hush - Tool
9. Oops! I did it again – Britney Spears [haha awesome]
10. Man On The Moon - REM

Sweet. My musical tastes not quite displayed here, but as long as OLP got in the top 10 list I’m happy. Haha…

GREEN DAY!

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 16:42:32 GMT

I love today! Even the BEER is green!

Woo day!

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 04:07:14 GMT

Happy birthday to the wonderful, stupendous, spectacular Elizabeth Barry! Dude... if I'd have been there I'd have made the steaks for you! I'm a steak genius! Heh.

...in other news Our Country's Good rocks... so go see it. Seriously. If you don't I'll kick you.

I did my clown presentation today. Yeah... pretty sketch. Luckily I love Emily Howard. She makes me feel so wonderful. And Mikey of course! You always know how to make my clown feel accepted! Let her blossom into the independent woman she wants to be! Haha. Yeah, I'm a turd. But seriously, my clown needed lots of moral support to be of any use at all. Man. What does that say about the inner me? Heh. Aw well.

So like I said... go see Our Country's Good - Theatre of the Arts, Modern Languages building, University of Waterloo, Waterloo, Ontario, Canada, North America, Northern hemisphere, the world, the universe, the mind of g-d... Heh. Yep. Stepped into another production there for a minute.

I'm rambling. Just go see it.

Oh! And if you see my clown walking down the street... go give her a hug. She needs it.

Who's your daddy?

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 15:49:26 GMT

Your Daddy Is Johnny Depp

What You Call Him: Pops

Why You Love Him: He's the Mack Daddy

Who's Your Daddy?

<3

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 21:23:14 GMT

So... fate has been good to me this week. Our Lady Peace is doing a Canadian tour... and they're playing at Centre in the Square here in Kitchener! AAAAAH!

So excited!

...so exhausted. Rain really tires me out... and gives me migraines... so I should probably go nap. But I want you all to know that you can rest easy, knowing that I'm going to see Our Lady Peace in 2 months -1 day! ROCK ON!

cries

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 22:19:39 GMT

So apparently my fish didn't read my lj, nor did he go on msn. If he had, he would have seen my requests for him to keep living.

...he did not.

I think it's best if we have a moment of silence for little Jack.

...ok.

So I'm going to take his rapidly rotting body to a river or stream or lake or something and give him a little funeral. I will set him free. :) Seriously. Flushing is just... ugh. He should not be in the same category as feces... and so... he will get a proper "burial"

...but man is he gross.

Poor little guy. *tear*

Don't let go, Jack!

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 19:11:36 GMT

My little fishie has shrunk to half his size and he just sits at the bottom of his tank and barely moves anymore. When he does move he doesn't flow anymore... he's all choppy and... efforty. Yes. Efforty. I don't want my little Jack to die! He's a cutie!

*sigh*

If you get a chance... Pray for my fishie. Send him good thoughts :P

Yeah... speaking of praying... these church of Jesus Christ guys came to my door today trying to convert me. They want to recruit people for a "single, young adult group." I was just like "Uh. I'm here in my pjs... I don't even have a bra on. It's freezing and gross out here and I think I might have locked myself out of my appartment. I'm also working on a time sensitive project with a classmate. Oh yeah, and I'm a Jew!"

Well, only half of that was said... but whatever. I came inside and I hope they're not interested in coming back.

I need to read. It's reading week. That's what people are supposed to do, right?

Oh. and I need to take a shower. I work tonight.

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 19:06:29 GMT

Oh, how I love mother nature when she's being a bitch!

*lol* Had exam scheduled for today... Hadn't even opened the textbook. Called in a little favour to Ma Nature and she cancelled school for me! Now I have all of reading week to study! BOO YA!

Was out til 2 last night. Stayed up til 3 thinking I was studying... thought back on it and realized... I'm pretty sure I was thinking of rainbows and pots of gold.

So.. saw Andrea's house last night... amidst the partying/sleeping. Heh. Yeah. The walls are hideous seafoam. And they're textured so it'll be hard to place furniture against it... and there's a laundry room right there that they'll have to walk through my room to get to... and no one wants to walk through all my crap... but the pros clearly outweigh the cons here. So I'm still thinking it's a yes unless something crazy beautiful, convenient and cheap comes flying my way.

So. I'm sitting here not wanting to do a damn thing because I'm so tired from last night and so relieved from today's lack of schoolage. *sigh*

...I want East Sides!

HAPPY V-DAY!

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 21:48:48 GMT

So... for valentines day I got 3 valentines! and a cookie! and a cute pen! and a ValenTone!

YAY!

I feel so loved.

...and now with a splitting headache and so much studying to do... I'm just gonna go lie down. Happy V-day!

Feel the love, people. Feel the love!

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 19:07:16 GMT

<td align="center"> Michelle --
[noun]:

A real life muppet

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

Yay! That's kind of fun. Always had some respect for dem muppets. Haha... Try 'er out!

So yeah... the strike was friggin' exhausting, but still fun. Now I've lost my authority, though *sniff* No longer am I a cool stage manager that can sign hours and pretend to be important. Heh. ...and what was Tony doing there? Seriously, man... I mean, I know we're exciting and all, but there are better ways to be spending a Saturday night!!

So I need to study. But really... it's neverending. I'm getting sick of it. It can kiss my ass. I guess really I should be concentrating more on my assignments... they take time to prepare. Worse comes to worse I can not study for an exam and just go in there and guess... but there's no guessing on this assignment. I have to take time to put it together. Man... why can't all this shit be due after reading week? What's the point of a reading week if it's just after all assignments and exams? There's nothing to read! Definitely a result of poor planning.

I'm hungry. I want East Side's. I favour their food. I like pasta. Really, I just like food... but pasta in particular.

...I want a steak.

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 18:22:56 GMT

Took this from Whitney. YAY!

Choose a band or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band. Reply to this with your answers!
___________________________________________

Selected Band/Artist: Our Lady Peace (...duh)
___________________________________________

Are you female or male: Story About a Girl

Describe yourself: Innocent

How do some people feel about you: Is Anybody Home?

How do you feel about yourself: Clumsy

Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: Whatever

Describe where you want to be: Somewhere Out There

Describe what you want to be: One Man Army

Describe how you live: Middle of Yesterday

Describe how you love: Walking in Circles

Share a few words of wisdom: Everyone's a Junkie

YEAH!

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 04:07:32 GMT

I made a new template! *heart*

Note: my first attempt at a template. So don't laugh at its unexcitingness... or you may be shot.

It's Our Lady Peace... so you must love it.

That's all I have to say.

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 20:24:22 GMT

I just fell in love with Our Lady Peace... again. Sometimes we take some time apart to explore other options, but when I come back I fall head over heels. Not like it wasn't obvious that I idolize the guys. But I'm melting listening to them right now. I have so much to do today. 3 exams, 2 assignments, a presentation and a report all next week... but I don't want to do anything because I'm content listening to hours of OLP. This is why I should never start if I know I have a full schedule. Hah.

So I'm all black and ready to. All dressed in black, that is... for stage managing.

And I've read about a hundredth of what I have to have read for Monday. I guess I won't go to Sunday's paint call. I was considering it, since I really love being involved in all the helpage... but I really have to focus on another class or two for once...

I'm thinking about living with Andrea next year. I've gotten about 5 or 6 offers so far, but she did an awesome sales pitch, so I'm leaning toward her place as of yet.

Yeah, I know... back to work...

a favour to Wes

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 03:50:56 GMT

Hey TONY! This is for you, man.

Wes sent it to me because apparently it's my job to post it on lj so you can read it... so here it is, folks... The Story... by Wesley Moir:

Tony! Hello out there! I have quite a story I’d love to share with you because I honestly think I opened my whole vault of past stories at the party Saturday, but now I think I have a new one which I’d like to share. It’s probably long and boring but whatever, you did it so I guess I can too. How do I know this you ask? Well I’ll get to that. Patience, Tony. So I went to school, my guess is Monday… possibli? And as I’m walking to class I pass 3 of my fellow colleagues being Riggs, Michael Albert, and Greg “Clay Destroyer” Carere and after Brendan and I dry hump, everyone starts asking me, “Did you get the Tony forward?” “Did you see the Tony forward?” And I’m like, “What’s going on?” so Riggs says “I’ll send it to you” and I’m like “Ok.” So we conversed for a bit and such, and then I went to class. So now it’s Tuesday and I still have gotten no Tony forward that I most definitely have to see, and I’m somewhat hurt, because Riggs said he’d send it to me and he didn’t. He has my email, he’s sent me stuff b4-4, but now… nothing. Also, I added Riggs to my msn about a month ago and he still hasn’t added me, maybe I got the email wrong? I dunno, it could be my fault due to poor spelling but the point is now I’m somewhat hurt because, like, what am I doing this for? I mean we touch each other often and, to be honest, deep down, I want something more. Am I just a Brendan Riggs sex toy or do I actually mean something to him? Well who am I kidding because I love it so no worries, he is beautiful. So I’m a little upset because I haven’t seen the infamous Tony forward, but I remain calm. So I go on my computer and often times my esteemed colleague Whitney Allen sends me the link to her live journal to read what she has written about her day and such, and I decided to check it out, and I remembered Michelle Horel, my tech buddy, saying that Tony found her live journal and added her, I guess it’s sort of like msn, I dunno, my live journal experience is limited. So I’m dabbling around the lj and I somehow come across the lj’s of other people I know, such as Michelle Horel. So I visit hers and dabble around there for a while only to eventually come across an lj called “thewinekone.” I was confused because I didn’t know what it meant, but I soon saw a picture of Tony on it and realized I had found his lj. Also, I look at the post only to find what is probably the infamous Tony forward I’ve been searching for all this time. Amazing! I was ecstatic, so I read it, and noticed that it was based on some of the conversations Tony, Dave W, and I had at the party Saturday about our lives. I must say it was quite the story and I was blown away, for Tony has made my day many times this school year, and yet, I barely know him. We don’t see each other often, but when we do, we tell good jokes, or at least, Tony tells good jokes and I feel smarter and feel like a better joke maker being around him. I hope to hear more stories in the future, and to my surprise the next day, Tony’s lj was still open on Cheryl (my computer... that’s right, I named my computer) and so I did a little refresh action only to find a brand new post involving another Tony story! Is it my birthday? Actually, my birthday will be on the OCG cast party so Tony, you must come so we can tell stories and have fun! So I discover it’s a story told by video, narrated and animated by THE Tony, so naturally, I watched it. Amazing! I was dying! Dying of laughter that is… I loved it. Now I noticed on these lj things that people leave comments for each other but I don’t have an lj and I want to comment but I cant because I don’t have an lj and since I don’t see Tony often, this was my reasoning for writing this, for I feel that I need to leave a comment about your amazing video. So here it is: I must say that I kind of sympathized for the stalker guy, and felt a little bad for him actually, and I have a lot of reasons for this. See, on your lj it says “feel free to friend me” and I think this is what the blonde-haired guy did. He accepted your invitation to friend you. Now, he may have done it in a manner which is somewhat creepy to you, for he left you a lot of comments and you didn’t really know him, but deep down I feel as if his intentions were good, as opposed to stalker-like ones. Besides, one night in the HH 180 lx booth, Michelle and I were talking and she mentioned you somehow discovering her lj and talking to her even though she didn’t really know you, and I was like, “It’s Tony, you’re one lucky gal, Michelle!” So I don’t see much of a difference between these actions. I feel as if you, being Tony, wanted to just friend Michelle, as Blondie wanted to do to you. This is my analysis from my limited knowledge of the situation, but I feel that even though Blondie has his flaws, I still think he’s an alright kinda guy. I also hope he sees your video and doesn’t take it too seriously and laughs, because it’s funny, and maybe then we will see how cool Blondie really can be. However, he may in fact give you another grade 9 girly-type response and we’re back where we started. So there’s my long, boring story I suppose. I think I need to get new ones, because I used all the good ones Saturday. This is just like in Seinfeld with Kramer. See? My thesis is correct! Seinfeld has covered everything in life worth covering. So I’m going to send this to one of my esteemed friends who can then give it to you so you may read it. I guess this is my form of commenting to lj’s, and I had to do it because your stories were amazing and I must pay my respects. So I hope this reaches you Tony and I hope we can talk soon, in person, and I’ll bring licorice. I have a big bag of licorice I’ve been dying to share with people in the green room and I hope you’re there so we can tell more stories and comment on each other’s stories while eating licorice.

Help me help you, Tony.

- Wes

Man...

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 01:12:09 GMT

It's 8:45 and I don't have anything to do... this is new to me. I feel so useless...

I guess I could still do some drama journals... but Jon's got a point... why? Heh. The whole point of drama journals is to screw yourself by forgetting to write anything at all and bullshit them at the end of term!

~~And anyway... it's just too... silent. Drama should not be approached in silence. Unless it's a silent piece. What the hell am I talking about?~~

Yeah... got rid of that because it made less than no sense.

Man. I'm just sitting here alone twiddling my thumbs... I need somewhere to go.

WAIT! It's Wednesday! Bomber! ...eh, but no one would go with me. Bomber is only so fun when you're alone.

This blows. Boredom... I mean extreme, worthless boredom. Not like in class with something useful but boring to do, but at home alone, for once with no pounding from anyone upstairs or next door and no company and no purpose. Man.

...oh yeah I have a french test tomorrow. But studying's for people who didn't learn... That's right. I think if a person should have to study then they didn't learn. There's a difference between learning and memorizing. That said, I study for most tests and things... but french? Eh. If you don't know it, memorizing rules will only get you so far. And honestly... if you go through reading and then forgetting after every test what was university for? Losing brain cells? You've got to be able to absorb and know without checking your answers with a textbook.

Man, what am I talking about? We'd all fail if that were the case! But everyone would know what we know and not just what we memorized. Get my drift? Do I get my drift? I'm so rambly when I'm bored and lonely.

SOMEONE FIND ME A PLACE TO LIVE NEXT YEAR!